"Yeah this the kinda sound that I wanna hear. Yeah this the kinda vibe that I wanna feel."
Jan
26, is only 2 months away... meaning I will be turning 24! I've had
this tucked in the back of my mind since last winter. Entering full
adulthood and leaving the comforts of childhood mentality. Although, I
do have a child-like spirit that will live as long as I'm around,
adulthood does involved sacrifice. Joining work forces, paying bills,
raising children... leaving the structure of school and entering the
"real world". Finding your own path. Challenging your perceptions while
letting go of selfishness and ignorance. Weird times. Also, VERY FUN
TIMES! I wanted to approach my 24th birthday feeling wise,
physically/mentally/emotionally healthy. I understand that I (or anyone
else) will never be "perfect". There is no need to put that pressure
upon any person. I just try my best each day. Some days I'll look back
thinking "what was I thinking when I said that?", not relating to
myself just 1 day before. Lots of changing and growing. My goal by 24,
to be living a life I want. I think I am. Working a pretty sweet job
at the Cafe. I'd like to land more gigs, but that can always change.
Podcasting and Martinez Girlz Production ALL DAY LONG. My theater has
become WRESTLING! I am so thrilled to have become involved in
wrestling! I look forward to really getting into character(s) and
performing more! So basically, things aren't completely ideal. I'd like
to be living in a house, have a new car... again, along with money,
those things come and go. I feel like I'm on the right path. EXACTLY
dead on, where I need to be now.
In
saying all this, I hope your life is "the kinda vibe that you wanna
feel." Regardless of what has been thrown at you, your making the best
of it! Rebelution's Bright Side of Life & Peace Of Mind album has
been inspiring me. Didn't expect on falling so hard for Rebelution!
That's how I've been starting my days. Also, take a peek at The Martinez
Girlz Facebook for recent pics from Hoodslam and Halloween + more fun
stuff! Click link: Martinez Girlz Radio FB
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